Not a day goes by that I dont think of you. I hold our memories so close to my heart that I dont want to share them with the rest of the world because that is all I have left of you. Most of the time I can smile when I have a memory but days like today I try to avoid because this day reminds me that you are no longer with us. My memories of this day are dark and I have to continually remind myself that it could have been the best thing for you. Today is hard. It's hard for everyone and this day will never be the same. A thousand years my hunny.